Thursday, April 22, 2010
原来是一场攻心计 >.<"
从入学到现在,我每天都在班上看同学们上演“印度戏”。一入学就听见不同的谣言,当时还真的很不习惯,感觉好像怪怪的进错了学院。一直以来多心的我当然一直在担心,在想些不三不四的。当我把这些烦恼小事分享给哥哥的女朋友时,她告诉我“只要做好你自己就好,不要去理会其他人的说法,慢慢用你自己的感受和眼睛去看去体会,你就会知道到底哪些谣言是真的吗?”
时间慢慢的过,我也没去理会所谓的谣言。我很喜欢去上课,很喜欢班上的同学,很喜欢老师的教导。正当我很享受上课的,班上就慢慢有“说话带刺”等等的问题出现了。E和XY原本是好朋友,却因为一些误会而变成了仇人。当中的误会都是被某人挑拨离间,搞得班上多多事。那个某人真的演戏一流咯!非常适合去演“宫心计”了... 她篇了一个故事让大家都活得没有安全感,出门去到哪里都提心吊胆。弄得我每晚都在担心,压力,睡不着甚至还做噩梦了!每天都在想,想,想,很多的为什么???怀疑点有一些些。。。
今天,终于E和老师都告诉我她们的怀疑。我们讨论了一小段时间,我决定把XY,SY和MT找回来班上一起讨论,把事情弄清楚。她们也没有拒绝就想办法赶回学院来。她们大家都将过去不愉快的心结拿出来讲,到最后也弄清楚了~
现在,大家都知道到底发生了什么事!到底是谁在搞鬼,是谁在篇故事。开心!终于大家可以成回好朋友,不必再“不喜欢,不想去学校了”!嘻嘻~ ^.^
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Anyone can Teach me what should I do...??
Because of my course-mate, I worried.
Because of my course-mate, I stressed.
Because of my course-mate, I can't sleep well every night.
Because of my course-mate, I cried.
Because of my course-mate, I am not really in mood everyday.
Because of my course-mate, I meet nightmare~
Because of my course-mate, I going to be CRAZYyyyyyyy soon!!!
Kind of Brainless + Crazy + Childish + No Manners person, we all really dunno how to settle down. She just made all of us critical danger. My course-mate (girls) get beat up by 6 guys on road. My course-mate got threaten. I just want to protect myself and all of them I really stressed and worry everyday every night.
Beware when hang out, afraid people come around and beat up. Beware to talk to her, afraid she "opposite" our talking and complaint to her mum and friends.
How can I have a nice sleep?
How can I not to worry that much?
How can I find back the feel "I love to go Academy"?
I am just worry once awake from sleep every morning. I afraid what will happen to anyone of us on the next. Afraid what she going to acting INDIAN movie on class. OMFG!!! who can save me?? and I admit I really really do TIRED~ ;(
Sunday, April 18, 2010
是我不对吗?还是她不讲理??
星期六晚上,我表哥从新山来我就决定不出门去,留在家里陪大家。一直以来表哥也很喜欢看“超级星光大道”,那么我就把DVD开了大家一起看。看到一半,表哥因为要谈生意就出门去一下下。剩下我,爸爸和妈咪继续看。看到一半,妈咪问道: "怎么电视那么多戏不看,看DVD呢?要看DVD回房里去看"。我真的搞不懂,又说我常躲房里,现在我出来客厅妈咪又赶我回房间去!我和爸爸看得爽爽的,就没听妈咪的继续看到半夜4-5点。(表哥也大概11点多回来继续看到半夜,所以妈咪也没有吵了。)
今天(星期天),我们前面家在办PARTY。爸爸就去了应酬喝酒咯~当然我还是没躲在房里看DVD,星期天当然是看“欢喜台的猪哥会社”丫!客厅里就只剩下我和妈咪,妈咪也没在看电视,她在睡觉~(就和平常一样,电视机看她,而我就看电视机)。当我看到正好笑,连嘴里的水都喷出来时,妈咪就睡醒过来了,便拿起ASTRO遥控器,转到新闻播道。我问道,干嘛按掉了?很好笑勒~妈咪也没有怎样,就转回“欢喜台”然后继续睡觉去。
看完了“猪哥会社”我便转到新闻播道去,正想看新闻的我也没得看了!因为那已经做完了~
我就继续看我的DVD“超级星光大道第6帮”。妈咪就在这时候醒了,她说要看新闻,我告诉她做完了。甚至还停播DVD转到ASTRO去,证明给妈咪看,那已经做完了!她说,新闻11点半做,我说是十点半,已经播完了~ 她很气,丢枕头然后回房间去把门当气筒大大力的关。砰!一声很大声....
当时的我,真的很DOWN很DOWN。突然觉得怎么“女儿”那么难当。妈咪每次变来变去,是我前世和她过不去吗?怎么我做这样又不是,那样又不是呢????我当下就流下了“女儿泪”~
一时一样的妈咪,让我不知该怎样了。我在想“女儿”我真的不会当了! T.T
Just want to Live in HAPPY LIFE!!
He just made me feeling good to him, but I think I need to get a truth answers for myself to feel relieved. I did send a message to him by mobile phone wrote as below,
Ding Dong, anybody home there ya?? I feeling to ask u a question here~
May I know what kind of friend we could to be?? A normal friends?? OR we could developed to be in relationship?? I just wanna make sure how u feel to me, and what can I do on the next.
and He did replied me like this,
I prefer normal friend is better, cos I don't feel like wanna get into relationship yet! I enjoy my single life right now. And hope u got a sweet days!~
When I got a replied message from him, I wonder how I doesn't feel any disappointed. This is not alike me!! Maybe I am wearing the heart "JUST HAVE A TRY? or JUST PLAYFUL?" Oh My GODness~ How bad I could think like that???
Haixxxx~ I feel so SINGLE LIFE is better for me. That's good for don't to hurt anyone, and never happen to me to think that much! Maybe some people agree what I say, or maybe no?? But anyhow, I just wanna live in HAPPY LIFE!! ^^
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Hachiko
"Hachiko", the loyalty dog waiting for his Master every 5pm middle of Train Station.
It's feel sad on movie stage when he's keep waiting for his master Parker everyday at middle of Train Station until he dead in aged old...
My towel was almost wet by my tear on that moment!
I wish I don't to hurt my puppy Beagles heart and let her WAIT alone there for me...~ T.T
Thursday, April 15, 2010
I'd oledi Solve My Puzzle finally..
I do really happy while I knew clear about everything...
Our chatting was as below,
- wei shien - ❤ says:
do mind i ask u a question?
He says:
ya...
- wei shien - ❤ says:
when is
He says:
1st of october
- wei shien - ❤ says:
so do u mind i sms u when i do miss u?
He says:
no problem ya...
- wei shien - ❤ says:
thanks
He says:
you're welcome!
- wei shien - ❤ says:
may i know how do u feel to me? and i really wish to know
He says:
hmm...you are nice and friendly
- wei shien - ❤ says:
haha..thx
but i wish to know bt our chatting 2 days b4, r u seriously bt tat?
He says:
ya...
wat for i wanna to lie u ya...
im telling u the truth...
- wei shien - ❤ says:
may i know what's the truth u telling me??
He says:
that u are kind and friendly lo..
- wei shien - ❤ says:
haha..
funniest u n me
u cant catch up wat i trying to ask u
He says:
...
then wat are u trying to ask ya
- wei shien - ❤ says:
try to reflect back wat u going to told me b4
n now im go direct n doesn't turn here n there
He says:
hmm...
u go to direct way...coz cant reflect few days back,,,
- wei shien - ❤ says:
yeap
we chat bout relationship.
He says:
ohh...
that is a way for me to telling white lies with u...
- wei shien - ❤ says:
haha..
He says:
hehehe,,,
- wei shien - ❤ says:
but how if i feel to have try wit u?
since i m using the direct way, i just tell u the truth
actually since i broke with my ex 1 year + before, guys are looking at me.
and i got no feel with them den rejected all
u r the person who appear sudden, n i feel not bad...
so i'd the abrupt action to tell u this, cos i dun hope to lose my chance
He says:
hmm...
it might be not the right timing...
since we are still like the acquantance friend...
- wei shien - ❤ says:
yup. we just start from friend
He says:
yah...
tats good for us,....
- wei shien - ❤ says:
yeap~ n i m not the girl who like to go over direct
start from frens is better way for us
He says:
yaya...
tat great
- wei shien - ❤ says:
It's really cool that I using another way to get HIM. Kao Zai!! lolx...
Quite hard job for me, but I'll try my best to be FRIEND with him =)
Support!! I need support and idea to share me how to be a nice girlfriend~~ hehe
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
我好像遇到了??♥
事情经过是这样的.............
在几个月前,我和朋友们一起去了夜店玩遇上了另一班很久不见的朋友。在很久不见的朋友之中有一个和我比较要好,他名字叫P。当他的朋友们看到我的时候都把我作弄叫我 “P嫂” 。当时的我听了就真的软掉了~ 因为又一群朋友拿我来开玩笑,但有些人会以为真的却把我给误会!
在其中一位拿我来开玩笑的朋友,正是让我留下了深刻影响。我对他的感觉还不错~但是当时的我没有想那么多,因为他是我一位“旧朋友”的朋友。
几天前,那男的主动在facebook里找我聊天。我们聊得蛮愉快的,并问候对方最近过得怎么样等等... 正当聊到有没有男女朋友时...
他问:那你有没有男朋友呢?
我答:还没,想要专心读完书再决定。
他问:那我且不是没机会了?
我问:什么没机会?
他答:你不是说你要专心读书吗?
我问:那有什么关系?
他答:那我就没有机会当你男朋友了丫!
我说:你别开玩笑了,我是很容易相信人的。(当时的我真的很惊讶怎么他会这么说)
他说:那你就得学习如何分辨什么时候别人和你说“真话”,和什么时候别人在和你开玩笑。
我问:那...你是在开玩笑吧?
他说:这,你自己分辨吧!哈哈
在这一段没有答案结果的谈话中,我重复想了又想,他是在开玩笑吗?
心中出现的答案总是“不知道”。是我太笨了吗? @.@
往往被不喜欢的追求都是狠狠的拒绝,为什么当遇上一个自己喜欢的这样问却整个人都傻住了呢?
一直在想,他是开玩笑吗?大概不是真的吧?
很想知道答案,但却不敢向前去问。
这一幕,我连在睡梦里都梦到我们在一起!天啊!~ 你不要和我开这种玩笑好吗?><" 怎么会让我梦到这种事情呢?这会让我想太多~ T.T
有没有人可以告诉我该怎么做呢?
他并没有追求的主动,也没有关心的意思耶~
但是 ... 我该争取机会试一试吗?
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Beer make me ADDICTED!!
Kind of people I meet in Life
She did everything bad, everything to oppose strongly and everything people dislike but complaint to President!!
I can't totally BLAME on her because she's still young, was now age 19 still in teenage year. Everything she did is just very childish and with heart JEALOUS-ing. I wonder why her mum's could listened all her story but never check clearly den come over our Academy or direct call to HQ for COMPLAINT! **faint
Finally, I meet a kind of funniest + BRAINless person in my life! She's the 2nd one I meet.. XD
The 1st person unable to share yours, because I nowan to make trouble in my happy life~ =P
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Bad! It's very Bad! I am addicted on BEER again recently.. I'll try my best to SABAR, SABAR, and SABAR~ not to touch on it much! =P
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Long time no see..
I'd really darn long long~ time never back to my blog for visit ALL of u!!
I do miss u all so so so muchiessssssss..
Lazy to upload photo at blog because of 'ma fan' neh! only can do it 1 time in 5 piece.
Anyhow, I try! I try to update my blog always.. =P
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09.04.2010 (Thursday)
Elise and Edward planned to have drinks for us to meet up.. and we do called Gibson too!~
not much photo we snap, but still could share a little here with yours :)
The raining night we hang out, me and Elise keep kacau-ing on Siu Keong by phone on his facebook wall. lolx
How crazy was us in the cafe, laugh non-stop and planned what to kacau him. That's bad he'd DELETE all the posted, if not yours cam visit his wall and have look.
Friday, 09 April 2010
I am moody without reason, I am unhappy because my brain was EMPTY!!
What's going on my class?? Why those LONG HAIR like to make trouble..
Even I am "long hair" too~ but I seriously afraid of THEM...
p/s: HUMAN are really hard to serve. "Long Hair"(Women)-Dangerous, Noise and Trouble. "Short Hair"(Men)-full with ANGIN!! haix~~~~
I am tried hardly to do my own best in class, tried to ignore some STUPID + CRAZY & BRAINLESS attitude + talking..
Today, myself volunteer to do Facial Cleansing and Facial Massage for my course-mate Pihyazhi Khor but I did no enough concentrate and failed on step "Tinting"!!
I did careless, put too much of Day Cream on her eye and it flow into her eye's~ She did shout pain and do hold me hand. Oh my godness!! my dear, I do really SORRY to make u feeling pain on EYE, wish you won't stamp unhappy on mind.
I really wish someone could SLAP me hard! What's going on me this few day?? Why did I out of soul?? Why did I no enough CONCENTRATE in class??!!! Myself also couldn't find the ANSWER.. Anyone who knew me, could u tell me WHY??.....
Share some photo which I took recently as below,
Weekend of class, make up time! Today I did be the model Fantasy Make up.
My make-up artist- Jane Ng did what I like! That's look nice seriously~ ^^