[ Tuesday, 28 April 2009 ]





While..~
It's just a song which sang out what are my heart feeling...
Try to listen for the song while you're feel free..

Feel to know what the song's meaning of??
Just read the song's Lyric as below.


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" A Little Too Not Over You - David Archuleta "



ooooh

ohhhh

ohhhh

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside and I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
(oooooh )
Not over you (oh eh eh eh)

Memories supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside and I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, oooh, oooh, oooh
Oooooooh
Oh
Ooooh, oh

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
(oh eh eh eh)
Not over you (oh eh eh eh)

- END -

I'm just coming back from my hometown, Muar.
My grandma Funeral just finished.

Exhausted!!!!!!

5 days i got no enough sleep.
Dunno weather 20 hours am i sleep in the 5 days??
Until now, i still blur blur~
Still my mind not yet become clear or awake..

It's a memorable weeks i have.
The moment i stay together Ng's family were really unforgettable and happy.




Last night,
When time i ready for sleep, suddenly i thinking on my Grandma.
I'm cried, non-stop!!
My mind is always thinking on her, my loved Grandma.
I got no more chance to hold her hand and talk to her.
I got no more chance to touch on her.

Sad... can only describe on my heart.

I should to accept the truth,
Should treat my dad n mum much more better + nice!

Mama... I MISS YOU~
You're the only one Grandma in my life.
I Love You

❤

外婆，我愛你！！

面對！現在的我必要堅強的面對！
這兩天，家里發生了許多不益的事。
它們都讓我的心覺得非常的不舒服...

哭！我想哭出來是最好的辦法吧？
哭了出來，它會讓我覺得比較舒服。

今早，媽咪把我們從睡夢中叫醒了。
媽咪告訴我們：“外婆，他去當神仙了！”
我聽了覺得很奇怪，問：外婆？？？什麽事了？
是外婆過世了嗎？媽咪...

過去的我會當場哭了，但當時的我沒哭！
因為我知道外婆能到天堂去，對她而言是好事。
總好比躺在床上不能吃，不能喝，不能說話，全身動彈不得！
我最尊敬，最疼愛的外婆，她走了~
真的非常不捨！！

現在坐在電腦前的我真的非常忍靜，
真的不能想像回到家鄉的我會忍不住的淚流似海嗎？

外婆，永遠懷念你~
我愛你！！

❤

I am just wondered my blog is few people are visited!

It's really make me feel suprise!!

Happy mood that i got right now~ hehe..

thanks for those my sweeties + creamies visiters~

Love yours so muchyx!!~

❤

很多个晚上了！我都睡不好...
是我心情不好吗？还是有心事了呢？

昨晚上在我准备睡觉时，躺在床上的我突然间眼睛流出了一颗接一颗的眼泪。
是怎么了呢？

在我冷静下来的时候，我问我自己怎么哭了呢？
怎么每天晚上都躺在床上溜来又滚去的睡不着呢？
我不知道！真的不知道..
我很辛苦，心事重重的。

不知道有谁？不知道是谁？可以让我百分百的信任。
我很想向他诉苦，很想和他分享我的喜，苦，哀，乐！
但可是，我找不到！
就连朋友我都没有诉苦的对象呢！

是我不信任别人了吗？
是我怀疑心太重吗？
怎么我心里却没有答案呢？

是他吗？我过去的事吗？
是他教我别那么容易相信别人。
是他教我处事要小心，要三思！
他没有错！他只是担心我，怕我被别人骗了！
因为我以前真的太容易相信别人，太心软了。

和他相处了那么久，我变得不少了！
变好还是变坏呢？这问题要问我身边的朋友了~

和他划清界限后，我的性格又再次变了！
我觉得这一次我变得很讨人厌！
连我自己也很讨厌我自己。
怎么形容呢？自己真的不会。
这需要和我多处的朋友们和同事们去解释！
说出我最近是否变卦了？
会很讨厌吗？嘻嘻...
我想大概是吧？



最近，我都在听林健辉的歌 - “我听见有人叫你宝贝”。
这首歌蛮有意识的，听了这首歌，它让我的心情又不知不觉地向下滑了。就像酱- =(
是想起了某些事吗？我想不必讲，你们也大概知道吧？


我听见有人叫你宝贝


作词：李宗盛 作曲：李宗盛

你问我为什么 不再给你安慰
在寒风中漫步有家不回
好几天不见面也无所谓
你问我为什么 把你的信退回
又把照片撕碎毫不后悔
你问我为了什么 开始喝酒
而且每次都喝醉

不要说我做得不对
不要说你永远不会
因为我在无意间听见有人叫你宝贝
不要说这是个误会
请不要在我面前流泪
因为我明明听见有人叫你宝贝
你让他叫你 宝贝


还有另一首歌！它也是意识满满。这两首歌都有共同点，那就是很难唱噢！

我的回忆不是我的 - 海鸣威&泳儿

作曲：朱其民
填词：周耀辉
编曲：德正明
监制：周峰/包胡尔查


女：伤心的总会任性 灰心的总会用气力
将最好的过去 将最多的细碎 锁到属於你的眼睛
男：失恋的不够耐性 失恋的不信是注定
於最黑的世界 於最光的刹那 感到属於你的气息

合：即使很多一起过的 想起的通通你的
为着是浪漫的爱情
男：通通都可再见 但承诺可再听
合：什麽可不变色 Oh baby
当晚与你记住蒲公英 今晚偏偏想起风的清劲
女：回忆不再受制於我 我承认
合：回忆也许你的
当晚与你记住流水声 今晚站在大地自己倾听
男：难道送别你 回头总是虔诚
谁能怪我 总是太感性

男：失恋的都有惰性 失恋的都记住约定
女：当理想的世界 当理想的刹那 因爱 无分你的我的

合：即使很多一起过的 想起的通通你的
为着是浪漫的爱情
男：通通都可再见 但承诺可再听
合：什麽可不变色 Oh baby
当晚与你记住蒲公英 今晚偏偏想起风的清劲
女：回忆不再受制於我 我承认
合：回忆也许你的
当晚与你记住流水声 今晚站在大地自己倾听
男：难道送别你 回头总是虔诚
谁能怪我 总是太感性

合：当晚与你记住蒲公英 今晚偏偏想起风的清劲
男：回忆不再受制於我 我承认 回忆也许你的
合：当晚与你记住流水声 今晚站在大地自己倾听
男：难道送别你 回头总是虔诚
合：谁能怪我 总是太感性

我想这两首歌曲，大家都应该很熟悉吧？
还不认识它们的朋友，都可以尝试上网 www.sogou.com 去下载噢！
慢慢享受吧~ ^.^

It's a cold Sunday, a raining Sunday.
I dunno why, my mood is not really nice.
What a suddenly feel to write what am I feeling on my blog.
Just view my dear "sister" - Aki's blog,
read some about her latest.
I'm felt heart pain of her.
After her blog, I'm really down.
Her Love story is really TOUCHED me...

What am i thinking right here??
I try to asking myself, but really doesn't know.
My mind is now empty.
Moody some more..





These few days were my tired day.
I'm non-stop hang out and out!~
It really made me exhausted for out going.
Tired~ Tired~

Wish to have a good rest at home,
but myself still planning for healthy sports.

(A) Yoga - Yoga centre
(B) Badminton - Badminton court
(C) Jogging - Garden (Manjalara, Desa Park City)
(D) Swimming - club house




See! Isn't...?


Out~ Out~ Out~
What a tired + boring life...!! =(

I'd long never update my blog. I think it's around time 1 month..

WHY?? Because i dunno what thing should i post on my blog, since my life is happening so so~~

Sorry to those who had wait long for my update ya... =)




Today, 1 of my fren sent me a news about LV bag offer...
im still consider weather buy it...



The mail she sent me as below...

Hi Herman,

I currently only have this stock's picture for sample.

For your information, all this bags is actually a clearance stock from Kastam. Have alots of model but you've to choose and

let me know the model product id, i will go and check is it the stock is available only will proceed the order.

We will only process your order after you make the full payment. It takes 3 weeks to collect the bags. Because have to follow the kastam side to process.

The stock is comfirm original because i've personally take the stock to LV starhill to verify. But this stock won't come with the cert as u know its from kastam.

All the price will be Rm1000.

She told me it's stock from kastam, so the stock won't come with certificate.
If the stock is not nice or rosak bla bla bla?? It's refundable...
About the condition for now if the stock which I want is available, I've to pay RM500 as deposit 1st.. and 3++ weeks only can get the stock..

It's really allure me! but im afraid if later the stock is fake. Den i'll kena~~~
Should i have a try for that?? Since my fren had checked her stock at Starhill...

~ Consider ~